This morning I was thinking, I really need to blog. And, I realized I didn't really have anything to write about. I felt silly when I was asked by one our friends out in California, 'what do you blog about?'. I said shamefully, 'my kids, what else is there?'. Personally, I think my life is fairly uneventful- I mean fun things. You know, like 'hey we went here', and 'wow, look what the kids are doing now!'. I haven't had any "wow" moments to talk about lately. Unless of course there is a record for how many poopy diapers one 17month can old can have in a week. Really it's been kind of boring around here. So, I took a few moments, while I was outside with the boys and thought I'd have a devotion. Thinking maybe God would speak something really profound to me. When I only have a few minutes but really want to get with God, I open my Bible to hope for the pages to fall where they may. Doesn't sound very deep I guess, to start time with God that way, but I feel confident that God knows my heart and how many minutes I have until my attention is stripped away. He will provide whatever I need at that moment. And, He did this morning. I opened my Women's Devotional Bible to a devoti0n titled Help for Parents. I thought, 'hmmmm, perfect just what I need. The verse for the day was Judges 13:8. Manoah prays to God begging Him to teach him how to bring up his son (Samson) who is to be born. I prayed that prayer for myself and Brian. Yes, please teach us. Then the devotion continued talking about "angels" coming to our aid and I realized I too had many of God's "angels" helping me along the way. For addt. reading I was led to Hebrews 10: 22-25 which speaks about drawing near to God with a sincere heart, full assurance of faith and being cleansed. And, how we may 'spur' one another on toward love and good deeds. As I read that, I realized that is what many of us ladies our doing for each other. Besides having a great "family" through our Sunday school class, I treasure my friendships with many of you ladies (esp. my fellow bloggers) and consider our blogs as a support group. Because our daily lives are so busy and it is difficult to get together for play groups or Bible study, I find myself anxious to catch up with everyone's blogs. I think it is a little funny however, that most of us live in the same town, yet keep in touch this way. I learn many things from reading your blogs and feel encouraged often as I listen to your hearts and personal struggles many of you are willing to share. Of course, I especially enjoy photos of the kids. It is so great to be able to share such an endeavor with an amazing group of women. For those of you who aren't within this circle of friends b/c of geographical location, I apologize if you feel like you are missing out on something. But, I hope by keeping up with the Borges clan, there will be something else discovered by reading other entries posted by fellow bloggers. Who knows maybe our "support group" can reach out to the ends of the earth.

I want a lollipop

I hear this request everyday and more than once from David. The boy would live on lollipops. But, the sweet treat came in handy for potty practice yesterday. David went potty 2times! I was so excited! He's done it before in the past few months, but I realized that once he knew it was important to me, he wouldn't do it. Even at the age of 2, the motivation to be in control is what drives you. I know it's no big deal, and not to hurry him- he's not going to go to kindergarten in diapers, but I am very eager to STOP BUYING DIAPERS. He is becoming a little boy and not a toddler anymore. The big brother is starting to come out and he is so sweet with Daniel. They have their occasional moments, but usually they play together well and he imitates everything Daniel does b/c he sees how it gets attention. I can't believe how they both are growing, right before my eyes. I try to hold onto the "mommy moments' - singing to them before bed and cuddling. They are already starting the 'stop mom, leave me alone phase' . But, I will continue as long as I can.
Jan. and Feb. have been crummy months for us. David spent 3 weeks with diarrhea and feeling bad. He had to stay out of school a few times. Now, Daniel started with it this past week and he too, had to come home from school early. Brian and I have both suffered colds for over a week and are taking turns with the stomach bug this weekend. Our valentine's day was unromantic to say the least, except for the wonderful sexy red roses I received from my wonderful hubby. I have spent many quiet moments reminding myself that I am blessed regardless of how crappy I feel and I know it could be worse. I do have to admit, endurance takes on a whole new meaning when you have children and you are sick. Those days of pulling the covers over your head and sleeping the funk away are gone. Too many of you, thank you for your prayers for my clan and the many words of encouragement. I anticipate entering back into the "land of the living" and am hoping it prevails soon.

Prayer Time

What a great time it was today. I shared an early morning breakfast with church friends, followed by learning sessions and prayer time. It was a chilly 26 degrees when we woke up and getting out of bed took some motivation, but once it was all said and done, I was glad to have spent my day at our women's retreat. I worried that the boys would be freaking out to go home by 12:30 but they did great and blessed us with a nap, once we got home. I was scheduled to work tonight, so I tried to nap also, but couldn't. It is a rough one tonight, here at work. (04:15) My eyelids could use some toothpicks. I guess I should actually be working, huh? David is getting better. I had the pleasure of "scooping up" the contents of his diaper for a culture. I think he's clear of salmonella, but something has been going on so we'll see. Anyway, he is improved and I am free of guilt- (about contaminating my kid, I mean)